It's been a long time i stopped writing in a language other than my native language..having always wondered why would i?..didn't have the urge of doing so>>
Then i knew..writing in a language other than ur own is just a way of fooling ur self..some intellectual game ur mind and heart are playing..coz u think u hide behind a foreign language that still needs translation and interpretation thinking in ur mind (or may be subconciosly) that the many feelings u've put into words just get less when perceived by the reader after those processes...
Coherent thoughts seem so easy to think about..one thought leads u to another one..till in few minutes u find urself getting a full analysis of what u were thinking..but they r so hard to write..the more u write ur thoughts the less rational they seem..this is reflected upon ur attitude that tells u that the whole process is just a failure!!
Most people tend to be sophisticated..giving everything more than it's actual meaning..trying to look deep into what's obviously shallow& to ignore what's obviously important..and that's the way things look back at us too..!!
Thoughts are just virtual..never real…though if u rethought abt that u'll see that e take thoughts more intensely and more true than actions..how on earth could I get so upset from my unaccomplished acts so called thoughts than my actual ones..and again..am dragged by thoughts!
The hardest rival to deceive is..urself..the ultimate strangeness is when ur strange to ur own thoughts..
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