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الجمعة، 27 نوفمبر 2009

my territory



"a life time experience"..what does this really mean??why everything that happens to us is "a life time experience"..why is our own sufferings and dramatic stories are the medals of honour we carry so proud..the way we got over our pains..is the perfect way and the one we brag abt..though the reality is that we r just hiding or ignoring those pains...why do we,often, enjoy being..feeling and ACTING pathetic!!...does it explain our own weakness??does it give us the excuse of being soo weak to take a decision to lift our feet up from the ground and take the next step...does our own awareness or (un awareness) of teh fact that things won't be done unless We do them!!..IF U DON'T STAND FOR URSELF..NO ONE WILL!!

if u think that no one understands u...then accept it..no one WILL...it's our own selves...we enjoy the bitterness of not being understood just the way we enjoy the bitter taste of a raw lemon..it gives us hidden chills...it makes us safe..creating this dilemma inside us..safe from being understood..ur weakness..ur strength..it's a defense mechanism..and it's the whole question of existence...it doesnt matter who will understand u..human nature wasn't created for that reason..coz it's us who define how anyone will understand us..and to what degree..what matters is..YOU to understand urself..coz it's the only being u won't be able to cope with if u didn't get it right..

if u are looking for explanations..why don't we accept that somethings would be miseries...why do u think ur few cubic centimetres brain will know everything!!!!imagine life when u know everything...u get whetevr u want..u have all ur dreams come true...why would u live then??!

if u, like i am, spent all ur life building mazes..simple ones..more complicated ones..ones with roller coasters moving around fast..and then throwing all the maps and designs to get lost in ur thoughts...ur head is just a bunch of mazes..no one leads to the other.and the only thing that gets lost in there...is REASON!!

my head is my own territory..i don't let anyone in..and once anyone decides to stay for rent..he has to pay the price..he has to give me a reason..YOU gave me the reason..u ARE the reason..willingly i SURRENDER..

following the tap dance..my heart beats..and then it's getting faster..i cannot follow..i see nothing bt the horizon..but in my heart i trust...(only ALLAH) knows..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tw0qL8D5O4

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